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LexZEUS - Radiation
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My Secret Confession
Ecclesiastes 2:17, 4:3
My life is emptiness...
My life is voidness...
If there is a button that I can press..
that makes me disappear..
erasing the very existence of me..
cancelling any remembrance of me..
take me away from this world that overflows with misery..
I would gladly and joyfully press that button!
God, You never gave me the chance to decide my existence..
And that really makes my life miserable..
God, take this life away to Heaven...
For this life that I'm living is not worth living...
Your unfilial son
Miserable Alex
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Falling in Love
By Alexander Yanuar Koentjara
Did you ever fall?
Didn't it happen unintentionally?
Didn't you try to grab on something to hold on?
Didn't you feel worried how it gonna hurt you?
Can you ever predict or try to avoid it?
Why does the the world say 'falling' in love?
Why do they say 'fall' as if it is a misfortune?
Because it comes without warning or condition..
Unnatural, unintentional acts of devotion..
Served with unquenchable desire within your deepest emotion..
And its affliction is not something you can cure with mere potion..
Because when we fall in love..
Age doesn't matter..
Status doesn't matter..
World doesn't matter..
And everything doesn't matter..
Only love is what matters, love in itself has just made you stumbled..
And that is what falling in love meant to be..
So when you fall in love..
When it is right and good..
When it isn't sin nor disgrace..
When it is pure and honest..
Although it may be unfruitful in the end..
Go for it, run very fast for it..
Embrace, and place it firmly near to your heart..
That way you feel one kind of thrill of doubtfulness..
With the joy and anguish that follow...
And longing that lingers and slow to depart...
That is called falling in love..
Love might give nothing in return, but you keep on going..
But when you fall in love..
And when it isn't right nor good..
When it isn't lawful nor faithful..
When it is low and shameful..
Although it may be fruitful in the end..
Shed your tears away, close your eyes tight..
Stand in the shadow, and watch things from afar..
Let the one you love go, pray only for her happiness..
Wish she could find one who relinquish her sorrow..
Trust her judgement in doing so, don't take part...
That is called falling in love..
Love that stumbled, but you keep on going..
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