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4'th Nov, year 2001

I had a dream that night:

        It was at the moment when AntiChrist reigned in this world. All christian who believed in Christ but did not do what Jesus tought are expelled to small and distinct islands (it looks like somewhere around Australia).
And I was with them, in a small house, a very long and big room with windows lined up on both sides, we were there mixed all together. They gave us "time" to think whether we would deny Christ or kept believing on Him. I saw many of people including my church friends are there. But thanks God, I see no my family member were there.
Every of us trembling and concerned about what we should do. The Antichrist let us to live with very minimal food (only rice and cabbage) for 1 year as a "lesson" to have christianity as religion. And this 1 year was "a period" for us to think and decide whether we will accept or deny our faith.
If we denied Christ, we may live, or if not ... we would be tortured until death. And death was legal at that time for number of people in earth was too much, and world economic was in very poor condition, thus AntiChrist persuaded the nations to "reduce the number of human world" by "eliminating christian people".

        Back to house I was lived, I saw my church friends, they are trying to pray in spirit, but they couldn't ... for Holy Spirit was not in earth anymore. I was scared. They were unable to pray in spirit since the moment God rapture His people.
Some of them are ignorant for they already decided to deny Christ. But some of them were really troubled for they had decided not to give up Christ but to accept any punishment for the sake of their faith. Two or three of them I know, they were Lord servant in church, one of them are a Song Leader in church... but why he is here? I realized that "who you are in the sight of people" is not "who you are in the sight of God" ...

        We try to sing together ... giving praise to the Lord, but God's presence was not there ... and we were crying not because we were touched by God's love ... but because we were getting more scared and worried... It just seemed like there was no hope for use except to receive the torture and punishment after this 1 year.

        I had a mobile phone with me, so I contacted my mother at home. But, the auto-response gave me message in these sequences:

1'st message : "How are you? We are fine here. God bless you my son..." (and some background voices are heard, such as my little brother and my little sister yell each other and playing just like kids usually do)

2'nd message : "I proud of you because you are such a responsible son. May God bless you, keep faith in God." (and some background voice like my older sister .. she seemed very busy with her job)
And suddenly I realized how hypocrite I was ...

3'rd message : "I am feel sorry of what you have done... Why did you behave like that?"
Suddenly a vision came to me:
"I was in church... I went to church ... but I played with church... I prayed to God, my mouth did pray, but my heart didn't ... I smiled to the Pastor, but after I went home from church, I were grumbling against God, And ... I said to my mother .. 'I don't care what God will do in my live' .."


Then the vision was gone ... I was listening to the fourth message:
4'th message : "Come back to God ... God is good and nice ..."
I can't remember the exact sentences... but my mother tried to persuade me to come back to God.
But I thought: "Wasn't it too late? But if I do hear that voice, will I obey it?"

Then another vision come to me:
"I was in church... Then I pray with my heart, I listen carefully to the church service, my heart and my mind was completely in church. After each church service ended, I went home with full of joy. But as time goes by, I did the same evil like which I usually did ... My heart were never repented completely...
I said that I love You. I persuaded my friends to know God, and it seemed that I was a good christian! But I am not! I go to prayer tower, I join the prayer service. I go to church three times a week. I have many christian friends. But I play christian!"

Then, I kept calling home, and there was no further answer. Everybody were gone ... I realized that my whole family (my mom, my 2 sisters and my 2 brothers) were raptured by God. They should had been in heaven by that time...

Then I gave international call to my best friend in Indonesia... but no answer ... and a vision came that explain why nobody answer the phone ... my friend's whole family was raptured by God too ...

Then I went out from the house (the expell house)... I looked around ... it was in a distinct island, nowhere to run or hide myself. But, I don't have intension to run away for it is declared in the bible that anybody who are not raptured by God could not run away in the time of AntiChrist... All believers should be tortured, to deny or to keep their faith in God.

I look at to the sky, it was evening and I really hope that God was there above the sky. In great frustation, I screamed and yelled: "God, whatever it takes. I will keep believing in You!"

Then the sky changed its colors, I saw the sky was not as beautiful as usually, it was looks weird, many colorful and dark lines like threads appears on the sky ... "Indeed... this is the time when AntiChrist rules" ...



Suddenly, I woke up ... Then, I prayed and gave thanks to the Lord for the dream ...

That was really a dream which didn't look like one ...
It was a dream that my hand can touch and my body and soul were completely there ...
If I tried to push my head against the wall in my dream .. surely ... I would say "Ouch!" ..
That was not like a dream for me ... if that was a dream ... I would like to called it "a living nightmare".

There was a time I thought that I was unlucky for I come from a broken family.
But, now I know ... and I happy .. that the greatest happiness is with us, and it is God Himself.
He saves my family ... having a complete family is not worthy if all of us are going to hell. But seeing my family which is under God's protection is already a blessing for us (at least from now on) ...
God, thanks for revealing something to me ... And I promised to God to be a good Christian...

If you are still alive until now but you keep on sinning ... repent!
For there will be a time which noone know but will make you regret ... yes, regret ...
The time which you are in hell ... or the time of the AntiChrist...